Isn't it weird? You can trust certain people but not trust others. It has to do with their track record. It works both ways. People injure each other unknowingly in a rage, a snit or just plain in life. Why can't he BE what I need? Why? Because he is who he is. How can I LOVE him soooo much yet know I can't live with him? Track record. Distrust. His pals...Seth I believe scan my pages for him as his computer died..looking for a FLAW in my exterior..interior....verbiage...there's no flaw...just my intuition. So look all you want..my aim is true....I'm a goddamn good woman swimming in a sea of men.....trying to make sense of it all.hey Hey CC Hey Seth...I dn ask to be a part of your pain...I JUST love. Oreck....hmmmm..he is a piece of work like myself....you underestimate him....sometimes I do too....he is a mountain of a man....and he "Breaks just like a little gurl"....so if you wanna throw stones at a glass house fire away but those same stones will hit you ten-fold. Oreck I have found has a very soft interior and he is often wounded. I am guilty of some of the wounds. How about yew? Alcoholics deserve love. I am one. Feast your eyes on Oreck on my sofa and then the Buddhaman that guards my door. Eric thinks I hurt him but he hurts himself. When he treats me like a girltwirl and picks me up in his chariot and takes me to dindin and the moovies then maybe I will feel like a dating prospect but right now I only feel like a friend.
Sambol Suzy
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Happeningness.... Good Write.
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