From "Tightrope":

"When I first came to this Fellowship, I had lost my health and sanity, my friends, much of my family, my self-respect, and my God. In the years since, all of these have been restored to me. I no longer have the sense of impending doom. I no longer wish for death or stare at myself in the mirror with loathing. I have come to terms with my Higher Power…."

I still drink but have slowed it down considerably as I see what happens
when I drink too much. I get emotional and sometimes angry.
I lose my judgement and do things I never would had I been sober.
It will be a long road sober If I choose it.
Tsunami