Funny how some people on their thrones of superiority can sit in judgement of others yet not see their own problems. In fact are mostly in denial of them. I took a homeless man in out of love and caring and I am accused of doing this to satisfy my ego. I don't agree with this. If I do recall the person who accused me of this was one of the first people I "helped" out of many distressing difficulties when we met a long time ago. I did it out of love not any self gratification.
I was called over and over again to aid this person until I had to stop. Now I have a friend in a motel with no family or friends and no car. I don't think being a friend ever says you abandon people in times of need. I have made it clear over and over again to this man as I have with other men in my life that it is and will only be Just Friends. I can't help it if they feel otherwise.
My Friend Michael is coming up to bring me a keyboard in a few weeks and he knows it is just friends as well. I am not trying to deliberately mislead or manipulate anyone it can't be helped that MOST men want sex and see it first and foremost as the way to begin a relationship. My ex-roommates mail comes here and his belongings are here. As soon as the state finds him an apt. he will have all of his things.
I would prefer Mr Lecturer to abstain from his pontification and leave me be. I don't need to wake up every morning to character assassination emails. I am doing the best I can in my life. It's nobody's business but my own which is a great old jazz song.
Butt Out Buttric and fix your own problems of which you have many. It's not your job to judge me. Plus it doesn't pay much.
Sunamizen
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