My friend called me last night just before they took him to BBC. He was afraid and a little teary and I was so happy that he called to say I love you. It meant a lot. The driver had gotten lost and poor Earache had to wait 3 extra hours...I bet they were 3 anxious hours. I am glad that the last thing he did was say goodbye (for now) because earlier in the day we had talked and it didn't feel like enough of a goodbye. I needed that call. So I think of him during his week of silence and wondering how that will help him stop the voices in his head (everyone has them.) He will be at summer camp 3 weeks to a few months. Depends on how it goes.
Just a short post as i don't feel well after 3 huge "back-to-back" MCS attacks. MOLD-POISON PORK-POISON STEVIA POWDER w/YEAST HIDDEN. No allergens my ass!!
Drained the life out of me haven't slept for 3 days. Tried to cold turkey again my meds but had to reinstate due to severe mania, bladder spasms and insomnia. Damn klonopin has ME by the balls.
Point five only seems to be the tolerated dosage. I have quite caffeine and just about everything.
Pray that buddha sends some healing energy to me and to my pal Airwick far away.
Feeling pretty Gerdy today..ik
Out to the deck to catch some rays. Feeling a bit lost because I liked my friends presence here in bloggerland reading and commenting on my blog and now he is gone....his blog is awesome too....it's like he fell into outer space....and took me with him! Give me a few days..mebbe I make a comeback...
Sunamizen
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