Nothing shouts at us louder than our own bodies. Pretty much hits us over the head and stops us like a freight train despite the subtler warnings it had given us. Listen to your body I taught.Did I listen to mine? I thought I was but I was too busy trying to have fun the only way I had learned through drinking. Well I'm listening now. I have isolated myself not to keep sober but to get well. The only way I know how. Diet, supplements, no stress and rest. Exercise comes next.
So when your body tries to talk to you, please listen. I was unfortunate enough to have gotten bit by a tick and also to have a toxic load of heavy metals. Most people probably do as well.
I will be trying to get out of this funky state slowly and quietly. Work will be done on my home this summer with an agency loan from Neighborworks at 3%. 20years to pay to get a new bath and a new roof. Cut 3 trees and patch the stone wall. Looks like I'm staying here for now. Sometimes our body makes up our minds. Now I just need to fight this with all I got.
Putting love on the back burner again of course...Must be fair to Love....
Love Still Sick Sunami
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