It was love at first sight...doesn't happen often....he was so young 31....I was 47......I left him standing there! He had the kind of eyes that you melted right into. That rare eye to eye deep contact. A spiritual kind of connection. A best friend connection.
He had sort of an alcohol problem and was BPD....lost his dad and mom and brother....
He had rages...Volatile emotional outburts w/tears...anger. Wouldn't allow me to speak. Bit my head off If I tried to. Very controlling and possessive, jealous scorpio-libra but the libra part was so feminine and sweet...grabbed your heart that part!
He scared me.....called me in tears late at night confessing to have an alcohol problem(no big secret) but I loved him deeply......but had to leave him. We did great sober. But when he drank he changed.....into a little monster. He was also a minister. I love you Marc.
Etta James
I can do what I want
I'm in complete control
That's what I tell myself
I got a mind of my own
I'll be alright alone
Don't need anybody else
I gave myself a good talkin' to
No more bein' a fool for you
And when I see you all I remember
Is how you make me wanna surrender
Damn your eyes
For takin' my breath away
Makin' me wanna stay
Damn your eyes
For getting my hopes up high
Makin' me fall in love again
Damn your eyes
It's always the same
You say that you'll change
Some how you never do
I believe all your lies
Look in your eyes
You make it all seem true
I guess I see what I wanna see
Or is my heart just deceiving me
And with that look I know so well
I fall completely under your spell
Damn Your Eyes
For takin' my breath away
Makin' me wanna stay
Damn your eyes
For getting my hopes up high
Makin' me fall in love again
Damn your eyes
You came deliberately deceiving me
Makin' me see what I wanna see
Damn your eyes
For takin' my breath away
Makin' me wanna stay
Damn your eyes
For getting my hopes up high
Makin' me fall in love again
Damn your eyes
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