Thursday, June 14, 2007

I Have Not Slept At All

My words are just not coming out right. Not connecting.
Yes I wanted to die last week....
A large percentage of MCS people contemplate, plan or attempt suicide
It is the only way out for some....
There is only so much suffering and CNS shock you can withstand...
I'm just so tired of it all....
Drinking two drinks was no help a few nights ago
I am angry at myself for slipping or looking for permission
Sunami

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