Saturday, June 9, 2007

I Called My Mom Finally In Tears...


To tell her how much I loved her and that all the problems we had made no difference now...
that even though we had tough times...
I was still the little girl she loved and gave birth to...
We were best friends until her brain aneurysm....
She was my life....
And then she was gone..the same year my dad fell ill...
And died the next year....from alcoholism....
Some things are better said while alive....
Then feeling like you wanted to after they have gone...
I Love You Real Mommy..I now remember "Only the good"
I walked on your feet..
You kept me home from school..
With little appetizer platters...
Which I loved....
I Forgive.
Sunami

1 comment:

-Mirage said...

in no way could I even humble myself to the deepest earth and Buddha, the healing in this post is not only contagious but a testament to the power of compassion and lovingkindness but to your karma as well. Masterful work suezeeeeen! I'm impressed