There's A Kink In The Line...

I am feeling a kink in the line with someone I love. Am I growing impatient for circumstances to change? Possibly. Am I afraid of slippage. Of course. Sobriety means different things to different people. To me it means facing the day without alcohol and drugs. Psych drugs an exception. I've gone out with spaced out forgetful avoidant procrastinators so having a strong work ethic even with a disability, I hesitate in choosing a life partner. I can be a slave driver on the job as I have worked as an air-traffic-controller most of my life in fast paced high stress businesses. I have a hard time tolerating laziness or apathy or lack of ambition. Where there's a will there's a way I say. There is much to do around my ranch to keep it looking nice and providing income. I'm looking for someone to share in the workload and thus the profitage. I've had my share of waiting for help. Wondering if it will ever come. I think I am in the right space right now even with my disability flaring some days if I do too much. But I am hoping to find a partner that seeks to make my and thus our life a bit mo easy by providing physical, emotional and financial support to balance out the relationship. Someone stable with maybe less problems so he can be more available. Someone who can meet me halfway. I am a giver of that I am sure. I only ask for help..not money, not fancy things....no presents....just a little help around the house. A backrub. A dinner cooked. A hug. Good company. Compassion.

Can you be that? It's so simple really yet so difficult with a kink in the line of communication...

Can you untangle the line and get the energy flowing?

I need certainty......especially now.

Gramma Helen would vulgarly say "Shit or get off the pot." Such a Hungarian woman!

Iz you iz or iz you ain't my baby?

Sunami Better Today